Thoughts- Monthy devotions 2013

Starting in February I will be joining a few others in honor the Goddess Sigyn for the month of February. Each day I will post diffrent thoughts, poems or music that reminds me of the goddess. This should help me step up my honoring of my gods.

February: Sigyn

March: Morrigan

April: Thor

May: Brighid

June: Odin

July: Oghma

August: Freya

September: Dagda

October: Fenris

November: Aoibheall

December: Mani/Sunna

I think that will do it. It will change from year to year. It will have too. There are a lot of gods to honor.

 

Day Four: Loki

I honoring am honoring Loki and his family. I have always honored them. I do not talk about it. Why? Honoring Loki can get one into not only verbal trouble but other types of trouble. I have not gotten into any thus far. Though I have been told to be silent about whom I honored. Be silent?

Loki is important to me. I am upfront about whom I honor. I am dual trad I am a Celt Norse. I have said this before. My blood lines are Celt and Norse. So the Celt and the Norse gods call me.

Loki is one of my primary gods. I love this god. He is a great healer of those who has been broken. I now think he is a BIG reason why I have this insane need to help out the broken and hurt people.  I mean that. I feel an insane need to help people. To help them heal. To help them fly again.

My only thing is when I help I drain myself. I need to learn how to help and not drain myself. I do not have my Uncle’s strength. That does not mean I do not want to help. I want to help. I want to help all the world’s outcasts. Which is one of the biggest reasons I am one of Loki’s children. I am a healer. At least I try and be a healer.

Give me the strength to help others
Give me the ability to find a way
Give me the strength to help myself
As I help others find their strength
To pick up their lives
To heal their wounds
To find themselves able to pick up their lives
Move on and pick up actually living

Ponderings and Poetry

Today is the day before the start of the month of Loki devotional that a new I hope maybe someday she can consider me this, friend is doing. I Have a poem for him I will post here and she will post there.

I am going to actually start using this more. I am not going back to LJ. Too much drama. Heck as of right now I am taking a break from Facebook. Too  much drama there. Why? People still seem to think they can police their friends. “I did not say that” gets said a lot. The acting like a person has no right to be angry or to express that anger so it does not hurt them is mind boggling. Or even to express the anger and not name names. I do not out the people I am angered with, they out themselves. If they just chill let the stormy one storm and not be so quick to defend themselves things would blow over quicker. And not need a month or more to cool off.

So Uncle wants me to start keeping this journal. Writing poetry and maybe even funny little short short stories, or not so funny short stories, I an unsure if I could write a funny funny short…

So here it will begin starting July 1. Month of Loki and his family.