Fenris Day Two: Symbols as well as other things

My thoughts on symbols of Fenris. As well as other things I feel represent the great wolf. These are my feelings and thoughts. They are not verified by anyone. These are personal to me. If they work for you great.

Wolf– which is a no brainier. His first form is of a wolf. He is the alpha as well as the lone wolf. For until his boys he is his own pack. With his boys he is dominate the alpha wolf.

Sudden geological events– He is the sleeping volcano that suddenly erupts with fury. He is the earth shaking as the plates slip. He is the earth splitting apart.

Dog– He is loyal to those that love him. The dog is a more seemingly tamed Fenris. One that appears to be tamed but at any moment could react in a way that is not as a tamed dog should.

Broken chains– Chains kept him down broken chains represent the freedom he won by fighting back.

Destroyed human made things– He is the destruction part of the Nature cycle. Though destruction rebirth comes.

Tears– He is the tears of rage and frustration shed.

Emotional upheaval– The emotions that churn inside waiting for a moment to break free, that is also Fenris.

Natural events that destroy (that are not weather related)– Mud slides, rock slides ect. Natural events that destroy but are not weather related.

There is more I am sure but That is what I feel and think for the moment.

 

Fenris Day One

Today is the first day of December of the Gregorian calender. I need to do some research on what our Norse people would have called it. I know our Celtic peoples called it the month of the Elder moon which started November 24.

Today is the first day I speak of Fenris the great wolf. In the ‘Lore TM’ he is the great destroyer.

I believe he is much more than that. My belief is that Fenris is destructive change. He is Nature’s anger at being destroyed for no reason. He is the part of us all that screams ‘ENOUGH’. He is a driving force of change, real true, not always good for you at the moment but good for you when the dust settles change. He tears apart what is bad for us. He eats what is bad for us for the world so we can all grow like he does.

He also represents to me great sadness. He is the darkest melancholy within the soul. He is the untamed wild that Nature is. He also represents resentment of those who chain down one for no real discernible reason. He is the building resentment of that chaining.

To me the chaining of Fenris represents Man taming the wilderness. Or the thought that they have now tamed the wilderness, which they really have not. For when the chains break we realize that mankind can never tame the wild. We only have the illusion that we have. The illusion is very thin at the best of times. The breaking of the chains represent the violence that Nature cannot be boxed, chained up, or tamed by us.

He is also strength beyond ours. That is also within us.

Humanity seems to forget that we are animals just like the rest. Within us is our own wolf like Fenris one that was chained. We need to friend this part of our self or we will be destroyed by the frenzied madness of the breaking. If we friend this side of ourselves we can set it free.

He takes revenge on those that have harmed him. He does not feel bad for doing so. These people dishonored him. He had done nothing. He was imprisoned by what he might do, not what he had done.

Fenris represents to be freedom taken by our own power. He broke his own chains. He decided no more of this. Than he went to take care of the ones who dared to chain him in the first place.

Fenris: Rage, Vengeance, Depression, Freedom, Will to Fight, Rage, Nature’s champion, Forceful change, Revenge, Emotions

I always hate saying my thoughts’, ‘what I think’. When it should be quite oblivious that these are my thoughts about him. I do not know if they are shared. They are my thoughts and you can think what you wish.

Mandolin Howls

Feeling Fenrir really badly right now. His dark depression is crashing over me in waves. His binding is different at least to me. I have always felt that it was not as others stated or wished to believe.

I believe he was bound my love, unconditional love of another. That is my thought.

For that thought I got the LORE quoted at me. Six impossible things my ass. I’ve seen breaded women so that is a LIE of being impossible, difficult mayhap but impossible not really.

People are unable to listen. I mean that read the words which is listening in a text based world. Read them, if you do not understand; ask fucking questions.

Now I have to deal with a darkness that dose not belong to me. One that He has lost me in countless of times. Yes I have been lost for days in his depression mandolin states. I am going to go listen to music and hope this dose not follow me in dreams. If it does, I am hunting the person who caused this down in dreams and giving him a few choice words.

I do not need this. I have enough problems without adding channeling or being a channel for a deity’s depression/rage/fill-in-the-blank-emotional-state.